MANIFESTATION

Amanda Lioh
this is where I spill my guts for the world to see.
I like strange psychotic beings.
Sugar, Spice and everything Vice.

Barricade

I wish so much to be eloquent with my words
want so much to set my mind free

Tell you things I never could before,
perhaps then you’d understand me.

It’d make it so much easier for you
yet such a difficult task for me

The natural instinct of speaking
seems lost within the sight of me

Express, articulate and objectify
it’s basically impossible to think

multitasking has never been a problem
yet telling while feeling appears insane

A fence of ivories and mis-communication
the underlying fear of seeming deranged

I’m done.

Ooh I’m done
I’m done
I’m done
I’ve said this a thousand times

God I’m done
I’m done
I’m done
Has always been the past goodbyes

Damn I’m done
I’m done
I’m done
I’m sick of holding on to a bunch of lies

Fuck I’m done
I’m done 
I’m done
You ain’t gonna fucking hear me cry

This time I’ll swear again
I’M DONE I’M DONE I’M DONE
until the next fucking time. 

Enough.

I can’t stop clawing myself in the shower
I can’t stop shooting myself in the head.

I can’t stop the sadness that seeps within me
I can’t stop wishing that I was dead.


"If we’re destroying our trees and destroying our environment and hurting animals and hurting one another and all that stuff—there’s got to be a very powerful energy to fight that. I think we need more love in the world. We need more kindness, more compassion, more joy, more laughter. I definitely want to contribute to that.”— Ellen DeGeneres

"If we’re destroying our trees and destroying our environment and hurting animals and hurting one another and all that stuff—there’s got to be a very powerful energy to fight that.
I think we need more love in the world.
We need more kindness, more compassion, more joy, more laughter.
I definitely want to contribute to that.”

Ellen DeGeneres

(Source: brittany-carel, via wylona-hayashi)